April 8, 2010
So I've been thinking lately. Well, that's a lie. I haven't been thinking at all lately that's why it has been so quiet around here. What I'm thinking right now is that I'm dangerously close to never thinking again. Have you ever been at that point where you just don't want to force it anymore? That point where you just stop caring? You get to that place where someone could run your toes over with a car and you'd look down at your feet and instead of screaming out in pain you would just shrug it off and laugh. That's where I am right now. It's not a bad thing either. It's sort of blissful really. Not caring is the best feeling in the world. Apathy is happiness spelled backwards just with different letters, look it up. A hot piece of ass could be tied up and wrapped in a bow right now and I wouldn't give it to you because I can't bring myself to give a fuck. I float through each day and it feels so good. I feel the way I used to back when Xanax and Vicodin made the world look so pretty. I miss all of you damnit! I don't know how you're all doing but you better be happy because I am. I'm not in love either if that's what you're thinking, I'm just content. The world is beautiful. You don't need a prescription to see it either, unless you wear contacts.
Posted by Christopher at 2:47 AM